POETRY: ‘My Black Widow Love’
Contributed by: Talisa Appleby, business major
I knew what it was called, but I didn’t dare speak its name.
It was a dangerous endeavor, to toy with this love game.
Such blissful naiveté we felt, exploring “p-o-l-y-amor-y.”
One heart, two loves, but such a contemptuous blasphemy.
We giggled as our passion burned between stolen kisses;
We ignored the scornful looks reproaching our wishes.
I held each of your hands in one of mine, fingers thus entwined,
Steady. Strong. Protective of our love I thus enshrined.
The lashes across your faces and backs grew too painful to bear,
From the judging eyes of a world where we’re spiders who ensnare,
Not entirely wrong as we’re wrapping, twirling, cocooning up our rage…
Until the threads burst. No more. From my embrace, you’re free! Disengage.
Though I pine for you, I whine, and I still, I swear, everything will be fine…
I will shadow you. I’ll cover you. Let me shelter your loves I called mine.
But back I creep into the dark, taboo crevasse I call my home…
Our past I’ll keep within myself, a treasure I’ll forever entomb.